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A joke? Is it real? What's happening to me?
But he said, appreciate each one. Special, and unique
The big question then, was it meant to be?
So bizzare, so astounding, but why when I am not free?

Was it fate that he dropped two keys
That accidentally revealed the hidden doors
But he stepped out of my life as soon as he gave them to me
Vanished. Poof. Gone. He was free.
So he opened two doors. I closed mine.
And walked down the dark shadowy paths he showed me.

The first move was made, but didnt notice at first.
First cought my attention, but the other had asked first.
I tried to see first, go along with it,
But no no no, I should have acted first.

Nice but too nice, I knew he was true.
Devoted. Thoughtful. Persistent. And loyal too.
A smile and powerful sharp eyes
Never knew we had a similar wild vision too.

Interesting. Hasty. But doubtful.
Ponders of what he was up to
Tricky. Trust issues. Tried to comprehend.
But other than that he is pretty cool.

She damn nice, she kept her cool, she's WhOo hOo~!
She's my ear, my eye, and my everything too.
Owe her so much, couldnt be more grateful
When nosy, wala! Could easily make out a fun story or two!

Tensions rise. Words exchanged. A players' minefield?
A few steps back. To run away, for a clearer view.
Refusal. Denial. Firm. Fed up. Confused.
Don't know about knowing what to do.

Knew what it all had to be.
Too messed up. Too screwed up for any potential someone.

Saw the signs. Knew something was wrong. I saw it coming.
No. No. No, not now. Could hear me screaming.
Not like the rest but already numbed. It was guilt that sets in.
Didnt mean for him to go through anything and everything.

But alas, what does the future hold?
Not interested for now. Sorry. Dont wanna know.
As I hold on to life, and each move I make,
I wonder if its the correct step to take.

[Night]